Warped and twisted

Harsh words & wicked blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many when’s & too many whys
No-one’s special, no-one’s gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Waking awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
In my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
See the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
I’m dead but alive, warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted..